Monday, September 29, 2008
I attended F1 in the end. It was ironic really - I tried getting work there, but ended up being there as part of the crowd. The seat I got was in rather lucky position, it was right at the starting line, opposite the McLaren pit stop. Took a lot of pics.

Hmm..he reminds me of someone..Austin Powers!

Some international band, no idea who they were
will post more later..once i sort out the pics that is.
all in all, F1 was quite an event. the speed and the sound of the cars were just amazing. 20 V8 engines revving at the same time was like :o
l288
Labels: 1, Formula, fun, one, Personal
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Saturday, September 27, 2008
competition is always a constant when you're dealing with others. it really funny, because when i started this post i knew i had to write something. but just don't have nothing to write.
of course, moaning about how next week is so full and that i try to keep sleeping early, and end up sleeping at 3 am everyday doesn't really help until i do something about it. my posts are always so short these days. it's not because that i don't have time. its just that sitting here in front of the keyboard leaves me with this feeling that i just try my best to forget about.
of course, its not possible that i keep running away from it. but i try. everything i do is just a temporary distraction away from the reality, from the missing piece. is it out necessity? is it monkey see monkey do? is it real?
people talk about relationships like it is worth only that much. but i don't. most of my classmates in polytechnic has already been through a few. but not me. i know it is a long shot, a one in a billionth chance that the first is THE one, but i am holding out for the fact that it might come true. problem is, i don't know how i will know.
my LTC group is pretty well bonded with each other. of course, the 4 days together on pulau sibu did work magic. a week back or so, we had a barbecue together - the sort of get-together after the camp. and after having our fun cooking, and eating, we found ourselves talking about who would we prefer dating: a person from a single sex school, or mixed. unusual topic for an 'after meal' talk, it was an interesting one. it got me thinking, and truth to be told, a few years before i would have answered 'single sex' without hesitation; but now, i couldn't come up with a answer.
and i still wonder why.
i feel like i am watching everything from space
and in a minute i'll hear my name and wake up
please just see it in my eyes
so beautiful, so clear
reach out...and take it
cos i'm so tired of all this fear
l288
Labels: Personal
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Thursday, September 25, 2008
i'm tan.
spent over 6 hours in the sea off west coast kayaking. that plus the LTC = tan. went down to poly marina with my classmates and i...kinda enjoyed it. hope that we can do it again next week or so...
the new word: feth. its feth-ing emo, but i guess i'll have to endure. at least till november that is.
l288
Labels: fun, kayak, Personal
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Monday, September 22, 2008
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Thursday, September 18, 2008
I can't sleep. Something is bothering me. Is it me? Or just the world aound me?
Do you hear me? I'm talking to you
Across the water, across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky oh my, baby I'm trying
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we could be, where this thing could go?
Am I crazy or fallin' in love? Is it real or just another crush?
I'm starting a project now that, if successful, will be the 1st company I'll have a hand in starting. Before turning 20, that is. We're planning to keep this low key...until it gets underway :)
All I can say is that my life is pretty plain
I like watchin' the puddles gather rain
And all I can do is just pour some tea for two
And speak my point of view
But it's not sane, it's not sane
I just want someone to say to me,
I'll always be there when you wake,
Ya know I'd like to keep my cheeks dry today, hey
So stay with me and I'll have it made
l288
Labels: Personal
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Friday, September 12, 2008
I wondered through fiction to look for the truth
Buried beneath all the lies
And I stood at a distance
To feel who you are
Hiding myself in your eyes
And hold on before it's too late
Until we leave this behind
Don't fall just be who you are
It's all that we need in our lives
And the risk that might break you
Is the one that would save
A life you dont live is still lost
So stand on the edge with me
Hold back your fear and see
Nothing is real til it's gone
And hold on before its too late
Until we leave this behind
Don't fall just be who you are
It's all that we need in our lives
So live like you mean it
Love til you feel it
It's all that we need in our lives
So stand on the edge with me
Hold back your fear and see
Nothing is real til it's gone
Hold on before its too late
Until we leave this behind
Don't fall just be who you are
It's all that we need in our lives
Hold on before its too late
Until we leave this behind
Don't fall just be who you are
It's all that we need in our lives
It's all that we need in our lives
It's all that I need in my life
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Saturday, September 6, 2008
I've come back from Pulau Sibu. The camp there was one of the better ones I've had in a time. And a good break from the monotony of my studies.Don't really have mucch time, so I'll post pics when i get back from Thailand on the 10th. For thoes who are having their A levels prelims, I wish you the best of luck!
l288
Are you holding back, like the way I do?
'Cause I'm tryin', tryin' to walk away
Am I crazy or fallin' in love? Is it real or just another crush?
Labels: Camp, Holiday
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