Went out last night. Ended up at the Sanctuary Gardens outside Wisma Atria. Went mostly becuase we had nothing to do(finished getting our bags) and the band sounded well, great. Nice place. Highly recommended.







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...its the start of school. Damn. New class, no idea what it'll be like. Zzzzz

Stupid SP.

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I found these words rather meanful. Sit back, relax and listen.


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When you try your best but you don't succeed 

 When you get what you want but not what you need 

 When you feel so tired but you can't sleep 

 Stuck in reverse 

 When the tears come streaming down your face 

 When you lose something you can't replace 

 When you love someone but it goes to waste 

 Could it be worse? 

 Lights will guide you home 

 And ignite your bones 

 And I will try to fix you 

 High up above or down below 

 When you're too in love to let it go 

 If you never try you'll never know 

 Just what you're worth

 Lights will guide you home 

 And ignite your bones 

 And I will try to fix you

 Tears stream down your face

 When you lose something you cannot replace

Tears stream down your face

 And I...

 Tears stream down your face

 I promise you I have learned from my mistakes

 Tears stream down your face

 And I...

 Lights will guide you home 

 And ignite your bones 

 And I will try to fix you

-'Fix You' Coldplay

It's been a really bad day for me today.for beaten up by my dad in the morning. And we're no longer talking. Nice.

Actually, fir the first time me many months I woke up today feeling good. Relaxed. Maybe even a little happy. Then it all turned to hell And now, even the 1 hour bike ride I just took to try and relaxdidn't even help at all.

I'm now heading down to the city to try and get away from everything. Anyone care to jon me?






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Its hard passing everyday without him.
Can't I cry?
Please tell me.
I've given up looking for answers.
I've started running.
Refusing to face it, not trying to move on.

Going out, putting a mask,
Telling everyone I'm ok.
Its not easy
The hardest part is letting go

And the world just seems a little less brighter.
Without you around.
Who do I tell about my day?
Who do I look forward to meeting every week?
Where did you go?

There's so much silence now.
No phone calls at night to check on me.
No more dinners together.
No more car rides.
No more you.

I'll stand here for hours asking God why.
And all I have in return is silence.
Will we meet again?
I miss you.
I miss you so much.

I want to hear your voice again.
To see you smile.
To feel your hug.
To laugh with you.
My world had holes.
And now its just so much more empty.


I'm finally crying.
Alone.

Sean

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